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way to start the summer. [14 Jun 2005|08:23am] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Armor for sleep - stay on the ground ] cant sleep. i maybe got 3 or 4 hours last night i keep waking up with the shakes. this sucks. my neck and back hurt still today. im going to the Xray place at 12:30. mark had surgery at 8 today. i hope hes okay. i wish i could be with him. they also may postpone on surgery. its like 50 50 chance now. my summers so blown i mean i already knew july would suck but now i cant go out. if i get a neck brace im gunna look so gay which means im gunna stay in my house. gg. buts its all worth it cuz we all walked away from that accident. i dont care what anyone says i do have an angel looking out for me and i cant believe i would even doubt it, cuz they saved me. im just very grateful nothing extremely serious happened. =\ i think im starting to get over it all. i keep having these dreams but i guess thats just the post dramatic of it. everything will blow over. no matter what happens from here. i cant worry about it forever. whatever happens happens... me and marks paint skills put together. this is just for the memories of my journal. its whats written in my myspace.( Read more... ) 4 remembered| give a thought

[15 May 2005|04:39pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Armor for Sleep - flying above everything ] sick of everyone but myself... MY THOUGHTS, MY FEELINGS, MY FUCKING JOURNAL give a thought

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