way to start the summer.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 15:23:18 GMT

cant sleep. i maybe got 3 or 4 hours last night i keep waking up with the shakes. this sucks. my neck and back hurt still today. im going to the Xray place at 12:30. mark had surgery at 8 today. i hope hes okay. i wish i could be with him. they also may postpone on surgery. its like 50 50 chance now. my summers so blown i mean i already knew july would suck but now i cant go out. if i get a neck brace im gunna look so gay which means im gunna stay in my house. gg.

buts its all worth it cuz we all walked away from that accident. i dont care what anyone says i do have an angel looking out for me and i cant believe i would even doubt it, cuz they saved me. im just very grateful nothing extremely serious happened. =\

i think im starting to get over it all. i keep having these dreams but i guess thats just the post dramatic of it. everything will blow over. no matter what happens from here. i cant worry about it forever. whatever happens happens...

me and marks paint skills put together.

this is just for the memories of my journal. its whats written in my myspace.

car accident
Current mood: sore

Everyone keeps asking me so i typed this thing once.

I'm okay just banged up. you can IM me or TXT me just dont 3rd degree me cuz
i dont remember much.

This is what i remember....

Last Night - 10:15 pm

so im only gunna write the whole story once. but right now im still sorta
shakey. i got in a car accident on the I-I5 just passing where the 95 merges
heading to my house. a stolen car full of 3 14 year olds and 1 12 year hit marks
mom's car. we ended up t-boning them smashing there drivers side, then
we fishtailed and skiting arcoss the wall. we problly hit them going 55?
50ish... all i remember is the car getting extremely foggy and smokey from the
fumes. mark pulled me out and i was freaking out like no other. i kept crying
and shaking it was so scary and it all seemed to be in such slow mo. no ones
seriously hurt except the kids in the other car. 2 kids took off running down
the freeway which they are looking for and the other 2 kids got transported to
the hospital. marks mom had chest pains from the impact of the airbags so she
got transported to UMC as well. we spend about 30 mins standing by the freeway.
i rid in the ambulance to UMC tramua. we spent 30 mins at the hospital. my mom
came at got us. we also made the news. and talked to about 5 different police
officers and firemen. i couldnt stop freaking out everything didnt seem real...
it still doesnt. i feel horrible and it sucks. my back and arm hurt ALOT. it
hurts bad but i think its just from the impact of my seatbelt and hitting my arm
on the side of the door. i think this is all i can remember. but i didnt want to
type this to 40 different people so if u read this u do. im sore as all hell it
hurts to sit or lay or walk. im so grateful everyones okay. there truly was an
angel looking out for me last night.

(Thank u mark for being there for me last night i dunno what i would
have done without u there. i <3 u)

dont forget everyone...i love you all.

Sun, 15 May 2005 23:41:46 GMT

_{sick of everyone but myself...

MY THOUGHTS, MY FEELINGS, MY FUCKING JOURNAL}

AMANDAbear

way to start the summer.